Tasteless and stale air is forced into my mouth
As they drag me out the water...
I didn't want them to take me from my liquid paradise
I wanted to sink slowly into the depths of indifference..
Be released into the sanctity of the emptiness.
The humid breaths force my lungs to widen
to accomodate this intruder...
I don't want my chest to heave with each living breath
I am sick of the life that has been gifted to me...
Not a gift of love...
But one of revenge and retribution.
I am not real.
I am not loved, I'm not even seen...
Who am i to refuse the gift of life?
I am the one without need of presents
or celebrations of happin
shadows in your life
blocking out the light
you try to hide your emotions
but they are human, unavoidable
you laugh through sadness
choking back tears
then your sad for attention
because, no one cares..
i thought i was like you
changing for the amusement of others
being everything else
except myself
but i laughed at the idea
i could be so untrue
to everyone else, even myself
thinking i was pure...
but, when i look into the mirror
stare at my own eyes
i see everything i try to be
tears that no one else can see
through my eyes, people do look
and they have the opportunity to see
what it is im feeling, deep inside
but they
the look in your eyes as you ruin my dream
your voice is hard and emotionless
as i see my life, crashing down,
right infront of my eyes...
cruel mocking LAUGHTER
why would you do this to me?
i was so excited... so happy
and you said no
you always say no...
if you know something would make me happy
you say no
you try to fix the blame on someone else
but i can see in your eyes
it is all your fault, your decision
to ruin my plans, my future
because you're stuck
in an unmoving and uneventful life
i should of known
your eyes staring down
as if i was PATHETIC
as tears glint in my own...
you dont know how it feels
you cant fe
clear skies turning grey
like the light in my eyes
as my mind drifts far away
without anything of sense
who is going to save you
why will they
who makes you what you are
when will you realise
your true love is right before your eyes
when i go
who will break your fall
when you lost your grip
on trembling reality
ill ease your pain
and keep you strong
without life
who will love you
when you're all dead
what will happen
when life itself is ended
but animals wont kill us
nor a bacteria
or virus
or anything like that
we will kill ourselves
slowly starving ourselves
of all we need
love, family, friends.. other people
we
beauty isn't everything by XoXUniqueLoveXoX, literature
Literature
beauty isn't everything
Even the most beautiful things must pass
A rose, so vibrant, so seductive
Cannot live forever...
A rainbow, so innocent and pure
Disappears sooner or later...
A smile, so lovable and happy
Turns sad sometimes...
Beauty is not the secret to eternity
Nor is popularity ...
Hatred, Dictatorship or Obsession.
To be remembered
Help someone in whatever way
And they will remember you
And pass down the story,
to children and grandchildren alike...
So you will never be forgotten.
Can you take it all away?
When you're cornered in the dark...
No one hears you, no one see's
What's right infront of them.
Can you take the hate away?
When it's shoved into your face
Everywhere you turn, take it away?
When there's nothing else there.
Can you take the pain away?
When its all you've ever felt
Hiding from the shame they caused
Cowering from thier eyes.
beauty and ugliness are mere words... so why do they mean so much to people in our society? the only difference between them is what we believe to be 'perfect'. what happened to curvy girls being beautiful? no... now we have a size zero obsessed society... some of you may think i dont know what im saying, dont know what its like to be 'ugly'... but i have been there... just remember, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, have confidence in yourself... and other people will have confidence in you too. dont let bitchyness get you down its just words afterall... said by people that hate themselves so much they take thier self-loathing out by put
The tears running from your eyes
Show me that within them are no lies.
I hug you, never wanting to let go
but we shall see eachother soon, i know.
But then pain of not being with you
so strong i dont know what to do.
your face will be in my mind
your smile thats always so kind.
So yes I'm going to miss you alot
But im thankful, for everything i've got.
I'll wait to be in your arms again
so I love you, and farewell, until then.
These un cried tears stand ready to fall
But to do that would be to release it all
This fear and pain, loss and hope
So many things.. I just cant cope.
So I look down onto the world below
If they looked up they would know
But they carry on with their happy days
Unaware of my haunted ways.
The breeze cools my burning brow
As I bend and take a bow
Saying goodbye to the ones I know
As I plummet to the world below.
Rubies drip from the end of his sword
Precious rubies glisten on the ground
in thier pureness, cleansing the earth
of all the sins commited here
Redness soaks into his shirt
red showing the end of life
staining the pure whiteness
of new innocence
Are we all Different by XoXUniqueLoveXoX, literature
Literature
Are we all Different
Are we alive or is it just in our heads?
Do we dream or do we lie dying in our beds?
We are all different, no one else like us,
But how come we do what everyone else does?
We all breath, all drink and all eat,
And whatever we say all our hearts beat.
We all scream, all laugh and all cry,
And all of us are going to die.
Probably not soon, hopefully not now,
But everyone will, any who, why or how.
Whether we know it or not, we all await our doom,
For the day that we will be in a clean hospital room.
The brightness will probably sting your eyes,
And so you wait alone for your final demise.
You look at me and the world dissolves in your eyes
But behind the love, there lives all of your painful lies.
You used me and you abused me,
Never saying that you were sorry,
Never showing sorrow for what you did to me,
You laughed, you mocked, you hit,
When all I tried to do was love you,
But now I see that it wasnt real love,
Now I know what true love is.
But although you hurt me
You wont let me go,
But I dont love you anymore,
You missed your chance,
Goodbye to you, my past,
Hello to my love, my future.
The light of the moon shines onto your face
As you lie sleeping next to me at night
The light bathes your skin
In a beautiful silver glow
And I am reminded why I love you
Without you there couldnt be a me
I lay on my side watching you dream
For most of the night
I dont want to sleep, because
For the first time in my life
Reality is better than any dream
My breath drifts out of my mouth
in hazy wisps as I look through the window
Into my childhood, my younger years
And see the happy & giggling child
I used to be
My parents were happy too,
Standing arm in arm, smiling at me
As I crawled around
As happy as can be
But then the image changes
And I see my present years
Then pain, the broken loves
And the always weeping eyes
I see myself stood
In the middle of an empty room
With my hair covering my eyes
So no one can see my tears
Lastly the images switch again
To show what the future holds
I see myself standing
In the same room as before
But this time I am not alone
I see m
Everything changes, everything dies
Everyone gets lost, no one gets found
Nobody could see through all your lies
I look at you from afar, knowing my fate
Shivering inside as tears fill my eyes
I stare up at the sky
Wishing I knew what I should do
Praying to know why
But no answers come, and I know
None ever will, I drop my gaze with a sigh
God is he even real
If so, why do bad things happen
Why doesnt he help people heal?
The poor children starving and screaming
Whilst the rich folk sit down for their third meal.
Would you kill for the one you love?
Would you die if thats what they want?
Would you do anything to see them smile?
Would you leave the ones you love,
Just to be with them?
Would you lie awake all night,
When their dreams keep them awake?
Would you hold onto them on the darkest of days?
Would you love them no matter what they did?
Would you stand by them to the very end?
Would you dance with them under the stars?
Would you kiss them is the rain?
What would YOU do for the one you love?
I would give my heart and soul,
Just to see him smile.
Stuck in the void between life & death
Screaming from the depth of non-existence
Trying to find an opening,
Out of this purgatory.
Life on one side, just out of reach,
My family and friends, looking down,
At the still life that is me,
In the cold hospital bed.
I hear the voices of people around me,
Swimming inside my head.
Asking me if I can hear them,
Praying that Ill pull through.
I know they are there, I sense their fear.
But no words come out of my mouth
No twitch from my cold blue lips.
I am unable to speak, move or blink.
I see lights, floating into my sight,
They sting and burn,
But I am unable to turn away
I was a child, at just seven years
I was happy, until he came
I cried until there was no more tears
And everything was just the same.
The bruises on my skin
The scratches on my cheek
He knows he will always win
Because of him I became so weak.
His gloating laugh filled my head
As his hands reached out towards me
I wish I was anywhere instead
But Im here, where he makes me be.
I sit in the corner and cry
Being as quiet as I can
As I tell myself I shall not die
I wont give up because of this man.
So here we are
Eight years later on
Although those years have brought me far
My confidence has all but gone
Am i alive or am i dead?
Am i here, or just in your head?
If i suddenly was to go
Would anyone even know?
Am I just someone whos there
For no one to care?
Or do i have a purpose in this life?
Behind all this painful strife.
I know this sounds lame,
Like I'm playing a sick mind game.
But take a second to think like me.
Was all this crap supposed to be?
If there really was a god, someone up above,
Why would he make all the broken love?
All the blood spilt and the tears cried?
All the small children trying to hide.
The last thing i can now say,
Is there another way?
To stop the pain and the hate?
To try and halt mankinds suici
From the begining to the end
A story writes itself as the adventures unfold
and this truth lies in life
Decisions in our lives
are they what
we are stories waiting to be written
and then when its finished
they place your story on the fire
for there is no-one here to read
How long is a piece of string
it can be no longer than that of its own life
nor shorter then its birth
we a forgiven for much that is done in life
but are we forgiven for our own creation
if we take alook at that piece if string
and realise it is no different from us
theres the start and the end
and its lenght is most important
for different lenghts are
There is always a theory
yet never an answer
what really is there watching over us?
guardian angels?
or something else that we wish not to be
many theories spawn and dissapear
maybe were playing a game of chess and we are the pieces
we maybe puppets playing for our master
are we really in control?
or are we just doing as we're told?
do we really have guardians or are we being killed off
by an unknown enemy
a spirit of death
or shinigami's?...
as i feel your warm skin rub against mine. and your heart beat speeds to an unsteady pace. I feel the fear in your heart as i move closer, hearing you breath deep and uncontrolable seeming to show your urge for freedom but at the same time never wanting to leave for your soul is now mine. closing in to your neck i see your eyes darken and you prepare your soul for the afterlife. As you ready to die and move on I fell your body become cold i drain the blood from your veins. and as your body becomes an empty shell i remove myself and the only marks you have are two holes on your neck. know that i feed upon your soul this night...